December 2010
Explain To Me
Why you would go to a concert and just sit there, blank stared, doing nothing?
No dancing, no mouthing lyrics, no bobbing of the head.
Just stoic.
Are you daft?
Are you having a good time?
Is this fun for you?
Why are you here?
Was sitting at home staring at the wall not good enough for you?
I will always be that bumbling idiot that gets up and dances in the front with her friends and...
“Every now and then, I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years...”
– Bonnie Tyler
100 Frida Entries!
I DID IT!!! I may post the 100th entry up later.
But I had to comment on it.
More to come still.
So if you can read this, FL, thank you for the Frida book again.
It’s been a fantastic tool and gift for me
Thanks again for the material too :P haha
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY LAPTOP!?
Ever since I logged onto an airport wireless network, I haven’t been able to get a better connection than “Limited or no connection” from any other network. AND my movies that I put on my computer don’t play anymore either.
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Christmas Explanation
Christmas used to be my favorite holiday of all time (as with most people).
But after these past two years, it has turned into a holiday I semi dread and semi prepare myself for. The holiday cheer and the presents are great but it doesn’t completely negate the memories that are linked with Christmas in itself.
2 major things are reminded once Christmas rolls around: My mom is dead and FL...
VICTORY!
SO MANY THINGS!
My grades came in: A in Humanities (expected), A in Circuits Lab (expected), C in Circuits (I FUCKING PASSED!), A- in Physics II (I had an 84 before extra credit, I was a machine on that one!) and C+ in Calculus III (I WAS FAILING THAT CLASS I SWEAR!!! I WORKED THAT CRAP OUT!). My GPA at the beginning of the semester was a 3.4. After these grades, it only dropped 0.1....
“Pretty baby, don’t you leave me. I have been saving smiles for you”
– Vanessa Carlton
Ultimate Goal
To be a Renaissance woman
Make Sure I Type This Up
Do not be afraid of unhappiness.
Do not be wary of failure.
At this time, I’m expected to fail.
Your tribulations and losses cultivate my future successes.
Now I passed all my classes in my fall semester (WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO) that’s not why I brought this up.
I’m referring to when I TRULY become independent.
When I move out and pay all my bills and have a full time job. It...
“You have such a lust for life! Your mother and i would say “quelle joie de...”
– Aunt Terry <3
“I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
And maybe I...”
– Britney Spears
Good News and Bad News
Good: I totally rocked the SHIT out of my Calculus 3 final. I had to get better than a 100/150 (75%) and I can DEFINITELY tell you I did that. WOO! Feels great! That C is going to feel like an A+ baby. Worked hard to bring it up.
Bad: I lost my dorm key. This is terrible only because if I replace it (which I would have to do), it’s going to cost me over $100. I’m going to have to take...
Watching "Waiting..." On TV
Noticed they bleeped vagina out but didn’t bleep penis out.
Huh…
Embarking on a Jilted Journey
My 20s are going to be the most pinnacle, life-altering, important years of my life.
Realizing this now instead of later may save me some time.
Let’s go.
What I Wish I Could Say
Stay the FUCK away from him!
Seriously, I know what you are doing and it ends here.
I love him and as soon as I get close to him and ACTUALLY don’t give a shit about you anymore, you jump back in and get all buddy buddy with him, forcing me to begin to give a shit about you.
He doesn’t think you’re special!
He will not be your close friend.
So keep you blow away kisses, your...
I Said It
It’s out there. Will we let it lie? Will you never say it back? Will this scare you? Will I change my mind too quickly? I’ve never taken it back…ever…so that’s a good thing I guess. It was heavy coming out, I knew it would. I think I truly felt the walls I had up inside collapse. It’s been a month (today exactly) and this seems right.
-Sigh- Now what? You would...
Oh And Let's Not Forget
I also have scholarships to do on top of studying for finals
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^that is me drowning in my stress and worry
my life preserver
will be the thought
of taking a month break
from this reality chaos
in 5 days.
I Would Pay Some Serious Money
for Johnny Depp to sing me a lullaby
It would be magical
…or whisper sweet nothings, depending on my mood, whatever it takes
<3
Rumination
Explains EVERYTHING!
Literally everything…I feel relieved and concerned at the same time
Forget Romeo and Juliet
Love is not worth dying for
Love is worth living for
12/2/10 ~ The Day Cleveland United
And took a shit on, booed, slammed, and verbally tore apart Lebron James.
Does this mean Lebron will lose? Not likely. Ugh
THANK YOU SUNSETMOONPIE3!
I hope you enjoy following!!! I’M SO THRILLED!
89!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It’s a possibility that I will PASS CALCULUS 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[55+80+89]/3 = 74.6667 = 75%!!!!!!!!!
The Longer I Keep This Facade Up
The Faster It Becomes Me